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Recently finish watching the last episode of "The Hospital" and "Hard Fate"…resulted in xiao bee to have some thoughts again…hahaa

"The Hospital"- abt doctors "fighting" and working hard to gain fame and status ….but end of the day..realised that the basic or rather the key foundation of being a doctor is to SAVE patients’ lives and ensure that patients are able to stay healthy and recover…

"Hard Fate"-abt some jade lovers who also work hard in Jade industry to earn fame and status as well as money…but end of the day…gain to realise simplicity is the best.

I seldom watch Tv series ..hardly "chase" after any drama serial also ..but these 2 series ( I only watched each less than 5 episodes) gt some meaningful values

Life is like a Jade..(nt a box of chocolates) Its important, we live it to the FULLEST and not waste any time if possible. Treasure the ones you meet along the journey of ur DRAMA ( thats our daily life)

Learn from your Past!

Treasure your Present!

Win your Future!

Recently gt someone say I m perfectionist..so funny…how is it possible… i m a pisces…not virGo..I must admit no one is perfect…so we need to learn from our weaknesses and polish on our strengths! Yeah!

As per Personality analysis( extracted from my previous blog

You Have A Type A- Personality
A- You are one of the most balanced people around. Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want.You rule at success, but success doesn’t rule you.When it’s playtime, you really know how to kick back.Whether it’s hanging out with friends or doing something you love!You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds.
You Are a Prophet Soul
You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone.Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people.Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run.No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way.You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle.Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people’s feelings.A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning.You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer.

Own views: Recently due to some encounters with some people, I learnt alot.Seriously the above analysis is nt totally true as I not very good in predicting people. I think i need to do a lot of human revolution ( changes in my character/life). I want to be happy so that I can bring happiness to the rest. I m not as HAPPY GO lucKy and StROng as many thought I am. Sometimes, things are beyond one’s control. I have bad habits of taking time to trust people TOTALLY esp after i used to trust people easily, people end up not trusting me the same way.

For my friends and everyone who i know, please be happy n cheerful always. Cos, ur happiness means alot to me as well =)

Sorry for all the "bad" things i did. Thanks for all the encouragements and endurance all this while!

Everyone has its own boat (our LIFE). Sometimes due to unforeseen circumstances like thunderstorms or accidents. There can be damages made (holes) which resulted in water flowing in through these holes. Hence, it’s important that we let people (people whom we trusted a lot) to come on our boat and help us save our own boat, Friends/Family will come with pails (Daimoku /Advices/Guidances/Money) to help us remove that unwanted water (Worries) so that our boat don’t sink. But it’s equally important that we also use our own pail to remove the water and not taking water from the sea to add additional water into the boat (ignoring the advices and refusing to get correct help as well as doing the correct things)

As everyone has its own boat, it’s important that the owner work equally hard (together with trusted ones) to save his/her boat so that everyone (including these friends/family can go back to their boats) can sail towards the same and correct path. Only with high life condition, wisdom, courage and compassion as well as taking the correct actions (letting the correct people to come on the boat to mend the holes instead of only getting more people to pour out water using pails), happiness is within our reach.

Hiya…soon 2006 is coming to end…Any thoughts ?..any achievements??..any regrets…?? anythings that we feel we should do and not yet done?…Time to reflect…to refresh and to redo whatever we think we should have done…well..

I feel alot of things can be done better ..much better..much much better..some decisions can be decided better…some achievements can be achieved better..some things can be done better..so…I think is time to do some remedies..before 2006 is THE END… Gambatte ne!!!

Just found this passage on 3 small cards that i wrote 3 years ago for a presentation during an interview:….

Topic: Fear

There is nothing to fear except one’s limitations. Truly, humans tends to fear because of what they are lack of or think they are incapable of.

Good morning to one and all, all of us would experience fear and will continue to do so for a long time. Yet without fear, we are not who we are today. It is undeniable as human beings, we experience all kinds of fear at every stage of our lives.

According to psychologists, we are born with 2 innate fear- Fear of falling and the fear of noise but as we get older, we tend to develop more . For e.g, when a baby first start walking, he.she may suffer from a great fall that may cause him/her to stop trying to learn walking. However, through parents’ encouragment and guidance, the baby ( like many of us) will overcome this fear of falling sooner or later.

The initial fear in our lives is the fear of falling. Listening to people telling us about the hidden dangers in the world will increase our fear to the point that we feel that we must know what lies ahead before we take another step. Fear of the unknown keeps many people confined to their pigeon holes.

Indeed, there are many types of fears that one would experienced . For instance: the fear of failure/unknown/responsbility /what others say and think of us.

I believe that everyone of us has our own fears. These fears ranges differently from person to person.For example: The fear of personal incapability caused by the lack of faith in oneself , this lead to giving up before trying and failing to maximise one’s potential.

There is a chinese saying" Having confidence is halfway to success". We need to have confidence to overcome fear, given adequate encouragment and knowledge acquired as our pillars of support. Therefore, through intelligent actions and concentration on one’s goals, we can overcome any odds and achieve sucess. The most important thing is to take the first step.

Lastly, I will like to end this speech, by sharing 1 important guidance that encourages me when i experience fear or feeling down

"Everyone falls down. Champions simply get up and start again"

With that I end my speech. Thank you.

25 Years ( QUarTer Century OLD) vs Primary SchooL

Dunno y suddenly thought of updating this bloG. I guess sometimes things happen without a reason.a solution or watsoever.

Given enuff time, time will change things to any form It can be  ….

Attended a mini PriSch gathering on last sat..decided to pull myself out from home and slight "depression" …Even though i only manage to see 8 out of the whole 40 classmates in class 6E/ Okies..let me state their names..( Meili, Nurlina, Cuixiong, Wenguang, Ruben, Jesscinta, Bona, May Leng) . Out of these 8, CX, BN and ML were my pri sch classmares since Pri 1 to 6…can u imagine how long we know each other…approximately 17 yrs?????!!!! Gosh..time flies… BUT we din meet each other except maybe bypass each other at cp? Mrt ? once or twice in a year..

I was sort of feeling quite touched..(okies…seldom see me saying touched rite…:P). U know wat, my pri sch teacher bought my pri 5 exercise book to return me…hmmm..after 13 years…If u were him…i dun tink u will keep such book….its was just an normal science exercise book where he given us all his POWERFUL science book. Never did I ever like to study ( okies.. I like school but not stressFul exams)  in my old WHOLE 25 years. Studying has always been a DUTY a WAY or a TOOL for me to prove that one can excel and be successful if one wants to be.

TO BE Smart, Rich and Clever has always been my goals in my childhood till secondary sch days..i must say..:P

Things change when things happen around started to change to be TougHER and HardER…I guess..

Neverthesss, must always remember Gakkai teaches “ Spring never fails to comes after winter”…I m still waiting for springtime….okies..back to pri sch outing

This pri school teacher has always been one of my idol or mentor in life. Someone who loves his students..can be strict and humorous when needed. Treat all students equally and believe that one can excel if one work hard. Justified by my all pri sch classmates  …he is the best teacher we ever had in our study life…

Overall, i din regret gg to meet them even though, i spent onli 1 hr there…its was kinda of warm and nice to see them..everyone is smiling…though i guess everyone been through alot these years..ups and downs.. i think..at the point in time, everyone is happy

Its has been long …( ok lah ard 8-9 mths since i last blog in my old BLOG)…sudden lost of interest to write anything abt myself …Not as in anyone care to know…but then i guess its good to let everyone know that I m still around in this earth…kicking… lively…

Just want let everyone i know aware that :

My Silence Doesnt mean I Forget U

My Disappearance Doesnt mean I Dun Care abt U

Regardless of when and where u are, Just remember we are just a phonecall apart( cos most of us gt handphone rite), a few kilometres away( cos Singapore not veri big u see)

Keep In Touch and Take Care @_@

Testing 1 2 3….hello..